I don't even know where to begin. That's the story of my life. A life that has been fractured. For the past year I was living in a world where I thought I had been a soap star on a beloved show called All My Toys. Only it was all real. My seemingly soap opera life was not shared on screens, but in real life. Now everything is twisted, and I don't know how this has happened. There are a few people who have known all along, and I have not believed them until now. I can't tell Ed. When this veil of a fake world trembles and I can see through the lines of reality, I see a different version of Ed, one that is terrifying. There's only one person I can think of that will hopefully be able to help. We've been down this road before and I know that my level of trust... well there's nothing stronger.