Tuesday, January 17, 2023

All My Toys: 269

Dear Diary,

I don't even know where to begin. That's the story of my life. A life that has been fractured. For the past year I was living in a world where I thought I had been a soap star on a beloved show called All My Toys. Only it was all real. My seemingly soap opera life was not shared on screens, but in real life. Now everything is twisted, and I don't know how this has happened. There are a few people who have known all along, and I have not believed them until now. I can't tell Ed. When this veil of a fake world trembles and I can see through the lines of reality, I see a different version of Ed, one that is terrifying. There's only one person I can think of that will hopefully be able to help. We've been down this road before and I know that  my level of trust... well there's nothing stronger. 

-Miss M

Saturday, December 31, 2022

All My Toys: 268

Dear Diary,

I'm about to say farewell to 2022. One of the strangest years of my life. I entered this year trying my best to do right by All My Toys ending, I wanted to celebrate the cast and crew. All of it. I also wrapped the year up finding my true calling as a therapist. There are always loose ends though. As I finish my final sessions of the day, I am nervous for a meeting I will be having with Yvie at the end. The poor kid thinks that All My Toys was real. I don't even know how I will begin to support her, but I will do my best. I'm also still a little hurt that I missed out on those limited edition Monster Cereal figures, I really thought I was going to win. But, no use crying over lost sweepstakes. That's what I always say. Anyways, 2022, good bye! And good riddance!

-Miss M

Wednesday, December 21, 2022

All My Toys: 267

Dear Diary,

What a freakin year. It's December. Last December was when we aired the final episodes of All My Toys. And now here we are. I don't even know what I have become. When I think about this past year, I can't help but realize the world I thought I knew is not really the one I am living in. It's ok though. We said goodbye the best way we could. And sometimes just recalling the memories is enough. Of course, here's hoping that next year all our troubles will be out of sight.

-M


Monday, November 14, 2022

All My Toys: 266

Dear Diary,

The past just trickles in here and there doesn't it? I feel like I need some sage to just burn these past haunts from my life. Next month will be a year since All My Toys was canceled. I keep thinking about everything that unfolded after that, and here we are. Everything is a little somber right now. I am doing everything I can though to make this new life worth living. 

-M

Friday, November 4, 2022

All My Toys: 265

Dear Diary,

It's been almost a year since All My Toys went off the air. More like canceled by the powers-the-be. I've managed to pick up the pieces though and start a whole new life. I have a new career. I keep in touch with my former cast mates. Life has settled down from the loss of the show. It's just really strange. Sometimes I feel like I don't know what is real anymore, but I am getting by. Here's to All My Toys.

-Miss M

Friday, April 15, 2022

All My Toys: 264

Dear Diary,

It's the beginning of the end. Oh diary. I really gave it my all. We were going to grow old together. Year after year, story after story. Drama unlike any other with every toy friend imaginable. How does it all wrap up though? This project of so much love, how do I wrap it up? I don't think it can be wrapped up. I'm gonna try though. I have to make it right, for all my toys.

-M

Monday, February 28, 2022

Scream 2: Scrapbook Sequels Suck!

There are certain rules that one must abide by in order to create a successful scrapbook sequel.

Number 1: The clipping count is always bigger.

    Number 2: The drawings are always much more elaborate- more blood red, more faces- "eye candy".

        And Number 3: Never, ever, under any circumstances, assume the spelling of Sidney is correct.